Seriously I’m done with my mom. I don’t her next to me, hear her voice nor talk to her; I just want her outta my life. She just degrades me 25/8; just because I’m dark skinned and I’m not using whiteners, using lighter foundation, shaping my eyebrows and wearing weave like other girls! because I…
Dont feel bad, ur know your beautiful dont let anyone get u down including u mum!
you know what’s worse??!! she is not straight forward, and does not give a clear remark about anything I do. A couple of days ago I told my mom that I’ll be going to this engagement party with her— she wasn’t joyous as expected, since it has been like forever for me to go to a social gathering. however, she was coercing my younger sisters, who are much lighter and comply to her and society’s so-called-beauty-standards, to go with her. I choose this blue navy dress, and she was like “no! I don’t like it.” and then no further justification. I bought the dress, didn’t care what she think. On the way home she just couldn’t handle to keep it to herself and told me that the dress makes you darker and you look like a farmer! well, by now I should be used to such words, but no. it just hurts deep down especially coming from your mom; and it is not tough love or any thing. Yes! there are things I don’t like about myself but I cannot change, and I’ve come to accept it!
I tried to have a sensible conversation with her and it just doesn’t get to her head!
You guys, help!!!!!
Seriously I’m done with my mom. I don’t her next to me, hear her voice nor talk to her; I just want her outta my life. She just degrades me 25/8; just because I’m dark skinned and I’m not using whiteners, using lighter foundation, shaping my eyebrows and wearing weave like other girls! because I believe in embracing the true person I am and how I look. other than making me a coconut she wants to peel my skin.
what should I do???!!!!
I just want to cry. I live in a country where it diminishes any possibility of growing an independent soul. fuckers just using islam to get their shit done!
I would love to say
weak in the knees
to be quite upfront
make my body
it has knees
That moment when you realize that all what you’ve toiled for the last 20 years is worthless and unappreciated. The fact that I sacrificed everything for it and deprived my soul from her freedom; all that just to be happy for the future. Now is the future and look where I am now. Watching happy people while drowning in my shameful, pitiful tears.